Kairi

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 19:04:46 GMT

Well, I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm happy, but at the same time... At the same time I'm going to miss everyone I've met here and become friends with.

[Private to Axel]
Try to keep out of too much trouble, okay? And thank you for all you did for me.

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 18:36:33 GMT

Day 88
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I think I got five hours, and I didn't even take my medication!
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: The beaches of Destiny Islands.
Moods Experienced Today: nervous, excited
Mood Triggers: I'm... going home in another day...
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I can't believe I get to go home!
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Finding out I'm going home!
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: There... hasn't really been one, but I will miss my friends.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: He's helped me so much.
Noticeable Improvements: Haha, everything, obviously.

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 22:38:22 GMT

Merry Christmas everyone!

I can't believe it. My friend sent me a sexy Santa outfit. Good grief!

[[OOC: this- http://www.halloweenplayground.com/images/c/dg/sleigh-belle-costume_370_370_86.jpg Minus the watermelon boobs, of course.]]

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:00:59 GMT

~~I... I'm not sure I'm as ready to leave as I thought I was...~~

I can't believe we're moving to America! I've never been before! I can't wait!

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:22:23 GMT

Day
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not a lot, but I was in the plane, so it was kind of expected.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had this really weird dream that involved Sora, his friend Riku, and me when I was younger (they looked younger too). We were sitting around on the beach at Destiny Islands when these black shadow things came out and Sora used a huge key to kill them. Like I said, weird!
Moods Experienced Today: Tired, happy
Mood Triggers: the plane ride and my trip
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm going to get better.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking with Balthier about legally changing my last name.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: The plane ride, just because it was so long and boring.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Very well.
Noticeable Improvements: I'm much happier and proactive.

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:45:23 GMT

Hey guys! I'm back from my visit home! Did I miss much? Also, Axel, I brought something back for you.

Voice post

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:46:35 GMT

Wh-what was that!? That loud bang!? God, not more chaos!

Namine, Axel, Sora, Mion! Are you guys okay!?

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 16:06:51 GMT

I'm going home for a visit in a couple of days! I'm really excited! ~~And kind of nervous.~~ I need to start packing... Though I don't have much too pack...

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:35:15 GMT

Day 77
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Maybe nine hours? It was a long time.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Nope.
Moods Experienced Today: I'm good.
Mood Triggers: None really. Maybe... a lack of mood triggers?
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I need to talk to them.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: It was a pretty dull day.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Didn't really have one.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's going really well.
Noticeable Improvements: I... I think I'm ready to talk to some people that I haven't seen in months.

[[Private to Balthier]]
Um... Balthier, I was wondering if I could talk to you about something?

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:20:09 GMT

Day 75
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: ~~1/10~~
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Um... two hours-ish?
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Not really, no.
Moods Experienced Today: ~~I've been kind of down, but I'll survive it.~~
Mood Triggers: ~~I didn't go to the dance, and I wish I had. I just... wasn't feeling up to it.~~
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I wish I had gone.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Breakfast! Those fritters were AMAZING!
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Lunch time/dance time. I didn't go, and I was hungry...
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Balthier is an amazing therapist. He helps me so much more than I think he realizes.
Noticeable Improvements: Well... I confessed.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:58:23 GMT

Ya know... for someone who grew up on the beach, you'd think I'd like the pool more. ...Or sports.

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:22:36 GMT

Day 72
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Somewhere around four hours. I'm surprised I didn't sleep more due to the alcohol.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Dream free!
Moods Experienced Today: Nervousness, hope
Mood Triggers: talking to Balthier
Significant Thoughts of the Day: "I will tell her."
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Leaving Balthier's office. I feel stronger now, somehow.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Waking up. My head hurt.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I don't care what happened in his past, he's a wonderful therapist now!
Noticeable Improvements: I... I actually spoke to him about my past... I've never done that with anyone before...

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:56:15 GMT

Day 70
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night: a good 9 hours. I was really shocked.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: ~~I confessed my feelings to her... I wonder if I really should...~~
Moods Experienced Today: I've been pretty excited!
Mood Triggers: I heard there's a pool party that supposed to be happening soon!
Significant Thoughts of the Day: ~~Namine...~~ Pool party!
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Animal therapy. Who doesn't love fluffy animals?
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Not so sure I had one. ~~Maybe waking up... I was pulled from a rather good dream about her after all.~~
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's good. Though I should probably so see Balthier again soon. It's been a little while...
Noticeable Improvements: I'm feeling much better. Also, I'm not as mad at Zexion.

[[OOC: Strikes are locked to staff.]]

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 04:48:21 GMT

Day 63
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 5/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: aggravation
Mood Triggers: Zexion and the fact that I can't find Axel anywhere! Is he in solitary again?
Significant Thoughts of the Day: What the hell is with the sudden interest in bad food this place has?
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements:

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:41:57 GMT

Day 62
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: around 5 or 6/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Fuck sleep.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Dumb question.
Moods Experienced Today: I'm pretty pissed, honestly.
Mood Triggers: Stupid blue-haired guy from the other night. YES! I'm still mad!
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I hope he falls in a snowdrift!
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements: I was FINE until HE annoyed me!

Axel! I want to talk to you!

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 21:16:08 GMT

Day 60
Your Name: Kairi Yoshio
Suicidal Ideation: maybe a .5/10?
Homicidal Ideation: -2/10? That's actually rather surprising.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I can't say I got a lot, if any.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Read the above.
Moods Experienced Today: I started out feeling quite apathetic, nervous too. But now... I'm surprisingly happy. Or near enough to it at least.
Mood Triggers: talking with Dr. Bunansa and animal therapy
Significant Thoughts of the Day: It feels a lot better than I thought it would.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking with Dr. Bunansa.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Before my therapy appointment was miserable.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's good.
Noticeable Improvements: I got out of my room today.

I talked with my therapist today. It's actually the first time I've gone to my therapist since I arrived here. It was actually really nice to talk to someone about my... well, problems for once. I feel refreshed.

Mion, you're still here aren't you? Do you want to hang out sometime? I feel like I haven't seen you in ages.

Private to Axel and Namine

Wed, 21 May 2008 07:31:59 GMT

Axel, Namine, how are you two? I'm sorry, I've been kind of wrapped up in myself lately. I just hope you two are okay. I haven't heard much about either of you... I'll take that as a good thing I suppose.

Thu, 08 May 2008 02:37:51 GMT

Day 54
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: ~~3/10~~0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I tossed and turned a lot, despite the medication.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: No, not really.
Moods Experienced Today: tired
Mood Triggers: life
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm not too sure...
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I like apple juice
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Room time. I've been in my room for the past couple of days. I'm tired of it.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's... alright.
Noticable Improvements: ...

I'm sorry I've missed the last couple of sheets, I've been ~~kind of distraught over what happened the other day~~ tired. Hopefully, I'll be able to stay on the ball from now on. So how has everyone been? I haven't heard much since I've been in my room.

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 02:07:46 GMT

So I'm feeling better now. Less confused at least. ~~Concerned though.~~

So who all is going to the party today?

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 22:17:24 GMT

Day ...52!? WHAT!?
Your Name:
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers:
Significant Thoughts of the Day:
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements:

Screw this sheet, what the hell happened!? How is it two days later already? I know I can't have slept that long... I'm so confused... Can someone please explain to me what happened?

What's this I'm hearing about a party today? That's... unexpected. ~~I hope it doesn't end up like the dance.~~

[[strikes are locked bu hackable]]

[Voice Post]

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:18:24 GMT

Crying can be heard

I... I'm scared. I... I don't know where I am.

There... There's a man... He- he's in the hall. He was g-going to h-hurt me. Th-then some other m-man came along. H-He's still with him. P-Please, someone help him!

Private

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 03:48:08 GMT

I need a distraction. I need someone to get her off my mind. I can't stand it. It's getting harder to breathe.

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 22:45:16 GMT

Day 49
Your Name: Kairi
Suicidal Ideation: ~~6.5/10~~ 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A lot. The medication works well.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: ~~There was a woman, she kept calling to me. I couldn't find her. Then Daddy showed up... He... He hurt me. But, it was just a dream. Not real, not real at all.~~ Nope.
Moods Experienced Today: ~~Depression, rejection, loneliness~~ I'm good.
Mood Triggers: ~~Namine... she likes Roxas more. She doesn't want me, who would want me? Also, I don't like not being able to remember things! I just... I don't know why it all bothers me so much right now.~~
Significant Thoughts of the Day: ~~So much for my happy ending.~~
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Movie time. ~~It was nice pretending to be a little kid again... A little kid without Daddy there.~~
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Room time. ~~I don't want to be alone. I'm afraid of my thoughts... They're so... so not like me. I'm a happy person, I am!~~
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: ~~It's done jack-shit! I didn't mind being sent here because I thought maybe it could help, but it doesn't!~~ It's fine.
Noticable Improvements: ~~I haven't improved, not at all. I've only gotten worse since I've been here.~~

[[ooc: strikes are SO private.]]

Private to Axel

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 02:09:30 GMT

Axel! I need to talk to you right now!

Private to Namine

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:42:05 GMT

Namine... can we talk? About what happened last night?