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Well, I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm happy, but at the same time... At the same time I'm going to miss everyone I've met here and become friends with. [Private to Axel] |
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Day 88 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: 0/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: I think I got five hours, and I didn't even take my medication! Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: The beaches of Destiny Islands. Moods Experienced Today: nervous, excited Mood Triggers: I'm... going home in another day... Significant Thoughts of the Day: I can't believe I get to go home! Favorite Time of Day and Why: Finding out I'm going home! Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: There... hasn't really been one, but I will miss my friends. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: He's helped me so much. Noticeable Improvements: Haha, everything, obviously. |
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Merry Christmas everyone! I can't believe it. My friend sent me a sexy Santa outfit. Good grief! [[OOC: this- http://www.halloweenplayground.com/imag |
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I can't believe we're moving to America! I've never been before! I can't wait! |
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Day Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: 0/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not a lot, but I was in the plane, so it was kind of expected. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had this really weird dream that involved Sora, his friend Riku, and me when I was younger (they looked younger too). We were sitting around on the beach at Destiny Islands when these black shadow things came out and Sora used a huge key to kill them. Like I said, weird! Moods Experienced Today: Tired, happy Mood Triggers: the plane ride and my trip Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm going to get better. Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking with Balthier about legally changing my last name. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: The plane ride, just because it was so long and boring. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Very well. Noticeable Improvements: I'm much happier and proactive.
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Hey guys! I'm back from my visit home! Did I miss much? Also, Axel, I brought something back for you. |
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Wh-what was that!? That loud bang!? God, not more chaos! Namine, Axel, Sora, Mion! Are you guys okay!? |
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I'm going home for a visit in a couple of days! I'm really excited! |
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Day 77 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: 0/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: Maybe nine hours? It was a long time. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Nope. Moods Experienced Today: I'm good. Mood Triggers: None really. Maybe... a lack of mood triggers? Significant Thoughts of the Day: I need to talk to them. Favorite Time of Day and Why: It was a pretty dull day. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Didn't really have one. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's going really well. Noticeable Improvements: I... I think I'm ready to talk to some people that I haven't seen in months. [[Private to Balthier]] Um... Balthier, I was wondering if I could talk to you about something?
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Day 75 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: Um... two hours-ish? Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Not really, no. Moods Experienced Today: Mood Triggers: Significant Thoughts of the Day: I wish I had gone. Favorite Time of Day and Why: Breakfast! Those fritters were AMAZING! Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Lunch time/dance time. I didn't go, and I was hungry... How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Balthier is an amazing therapist. He helps me so much more than I think he realizes. Noticeable Improvements: Well... I confessed.
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Ya know... for someone who grew up on the beach, you'd think I'd like the pool more. ...Or sports. |
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Day 72 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: Somewhere around four hours. I'm surprised I didn't sleep more due to the alcohol. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Dream free! Moods Experienced Today: Nervousness, hope Mood Triggers: talking to Balthier Significant Thoughts of the Day: "I will tell her." Favorite Time of Day and Why: Leaving Balthier's office. I feel stronger now, somehow. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Waking up. My head hurt. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I don't care what happened in his past, he's a wonderful therapist now! Noticeable Improvements: I... I actually spoke to him about my past... I've never done that with anyone before...
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Day 70 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: a good 9 hours. I was really shocked. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Moods Experienced Today: I've been pretty excited! Mood Triggers: I heard there's a pool party that supposed to be happening soon! Significant Thoughts of the Day: Favorite Time of Day and Why: Animal therapy. Who doesn't love fluffy animals? Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Not so sure I had one. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's good. Though I should probably so see Balthier again soon. It's been a little while... Noticeable Improvements: I'm feeling much better. Also, I'm not as mad at Zexion. [[OOC: Strikes are locked to staff.]]
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Day 63 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: 5/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Moods Experienced Today: aggravation Mood Triggers: Zexion and the fact that I can't find Axel anywhere! Is he in solitary again? Significant Thoughts of the Day: What the hell is with the sudden interest in bad food this place has? Favorite Time of Day and Why: Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Noticeable Improvements: |
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Day 62 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: around 5 or 6/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: Fuck sleep. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Dumb question. Moods Experienced Today: I'm pretty pissed, honestly. Mood Triggers: Stupid blue-haired guy from the other night. YES! I'm still mad! Significant Thoughts of the Day: I hope he falls in a snowdrift! Favorite Time of Day and Why: Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Noticeable Improvements: I was FINE until HE annoyed me! Axel! I want to talk to you! |
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Day 60 Your Name: Kairi Yoshio Suicidal Ideation: maybe a .5/10? Homicidal Ideation: -2/10? That's actually rather surprising. Amount of Sleep Last Night: I can't say I got a lot, if any. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Read the above. Moods Experienced Today: I started out feeling quite apathetic, nervous too. But now... I'm surprisingly happy. Or near enough to it at least. Mood Triggers: talking with Dr. Bunansa and animal therapy Significant Thoughts of the Day: It feels a lot better than I thought it would. Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking with Dr. Bunansa. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Before my therapy appointment was miserable. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's good. Noticeable Improvements: I got out of my room today. I talked with my therapist today. It's actually the first time I've gone to my therapist since I arrived here. It was actually really nice to talk to someone about my... well, problems for once. I feel refreshed. Mion, you're still here aren't you? Do you want to hang out sometime? I feel like I haven't seen you in ages. |
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Axel, Namine, how are you two? I'm sorry, I've been kind of wrapped up in myself lately. I just hope you two are okay. I haven't heard much about either of you... I'll take that as a good thing I suppose. |
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Day 54 Your Name: Kairi Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: 0/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: I tossed and turned a lot, despite the medication. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: No, not really. Moods Experienced Today: tired Mood Triggers: life Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm not too sure... Favorite Time of Day and Why: I like apple juice Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Room time. I've been in my room for the past couple of days. I'm tired of it. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: It's... alright. Noticable Improvements: ... I'm sorry I've missed the last couple of sheets, I've been |
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So I'm feeling better now. Less confused at least. So who all is going to the party today? |
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Day ...52!? WHAT!? Your Name: Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Moods Experienced Today: Mood Triggers: Significant Thoughts of the Day: Favorite Time of Day and Why: Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Noticable Improvements: Screw this sheet, what the hell happened!? How is it two days later already? I know I can't have slept that long... I'm so confused... Can someone please explain to me what happened? What's this I'm hearing about a party today? That's... unexpected. [[strikes are locked bu hackable]] |
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hopeful
okay